Monday, March 22, 2010

Stay Close to Me. I am Here (written on March 11, 2010)

So…I have been listening and it is so LOUD!

First of all, it is louder in my workplace than it has ever been before. We are in the middle of a move to a new office and the supposed launch of our website finally. I sit trying to write, with 4 – 6 people walking in and out of my 10 x 6 office, standing butted up to my desk, discussing the difference between the color lime and light green and a multitude of other seemingly ridiculous things. They are not talking to me. I put my earplugs in and tune into my meditative music or I leave to get a cup of coffee.

Why does everything seem so different? I’m like an alien. I center, breathe and then I feel like running. Everything is unknown and as I’ve said it before, everything and everyone looks different.

I couldn’t wait to get out of work and get to the Center last night for service and class. It would be my solace. Then class was canceled. Same with tonight. Boot camp was canceled. The Universe is conspiring in my favor. Oh, yes!

I am very excited in a good way, but I can’t put the song to words. My birthday is Friday the 12th, I have no idea of how the day will unfold. This is new for me. Yet, I am trusting more than I ever had in my life. I am trusting this unknown place. I am listening. I am really listening. I know nothing. Now what can I know.
All I hear is, “Stay close to me. I am here.”

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